knew i'd hate today..

3rd January 2005

the second i'm up ...i was already feeling the tension...
i feel like everything needs dimension...
n that this story has many versions...

i came early this mornin...cause i knew i'd be doin..
alot of waitin...

n so there is this paper i had to submitt...
it isn't even updated..let alone be signed....n lets not talk about submitting it
n like i said ...i started early...
n like i also said....i did alot of waiting...

i waited...
fot the doc n her latest info..
i waited...
for my Yb to sign the paper...
i waited...
to get the approval...
n i waited somemore..
to finally get to stuff my stummy...(aaaw....my perut..lapar sey)

i just did a hell lotta waitin today...
n then it was over....
finally makin my way back to my sanctuary
(work sanctuary that is...uuuurgh..)
but like always...i was wrong...
i was SO.... wrong...
it wasn't over....

mom had her bitchFit today....
out of all her days...
she had to have a bitchFit...TODAY!!!
i'm tired n pissed...
n she just had to add to it all....

damn i haven't gotten my Period ...
so this must b my unstable hormones...
uuuurgh...i just want to scream...
n run stalk naked...
n only stop for a drink of water...
then get up on that ladder....
n shout F***K to all that matters....

gotta hate this monday...
but its not fair to say...
that i'll hate all monday (s)....
save me in ure way...
cause i knew i'd dismay...
on a day like today...


5.30pm.
( i need my puffs!!!!..)

APPENDIX
BitchFit
-the tendency to make a bigFuss over an overrated matter which does not need further clarification, xplaination or bitchin for that matter..(ma I LurveU... but giveMe a break will ya!..)